Our family's journey to raise awareness of Mood Disorders in children and psychiatric service dogs by sharing our daughter Faith's story.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
It didn't last....
We had a good couple of days, but it has ended. Right now Faith is on the couch yelling at the top of her lungs that she is stressed and we do not understand. It is yelling that actually hurts our ears. Tess had to stop what she was doing and take Abbi upstairs because she is scared. I am not going to say what she is yelling now, just believe me if we weren't so calloused to these words and phrases coming out of her in these rages they would really hurt. She has no clue what set her off, she does not remember, she is just going from one thing to another as far as a topic. We can't talk to her, or even look at her, but she wants us in the room to hear these screams. It is crazy. Something I will never get used to as a parent. If a stranger or someone were to witness this it would probably leave an everlasting scare, or image in their mind that would never leave. How can such a sweet little girl have such anger, hate, and rage come out of her body for no reason at all? It sucks, I wish I could take it from her forever. It has been going on for thirty minutes with no sign of a letdown. I wish there was an instant medicine to give her to put her into sleep, not possible, and I believe if it was she would just wake up with and start where she left off. Hope everyone has a good evening. Kris and Renae
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Prayers for you guys!! God only gives us what we can handle...
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