rough rough night last night....

It sometimes amazes me the little things that set my daughter off. And when I say off the wall little things just trust me. Whether little or big, I still feel sometimes it is necessary to stand my ground on certain things. After experiencing so many meltdowns sometimes, and I may be wrong, I just really get the urge to stand my ground. It can be because of a certain look or a certain pause or expression. Last night I stood my ground and it really made Renae mad. I understand she is "locked in a prison" because she is with Faith 24/7. I understand it is exhausting with no real breaks. I would only hope that she would trust me and my perspective looking in from the outside that sometimes you just have to stand your ground and demand certain things and set up certain parameters that are just not going to be broken. Our home is her safe ground but any safe ground will have limits and out of bounds as far as I am concerned. So the little bull (me) pissed off momma cow (Renae) last night. Now the true test is to see how Faith and momma cow are this morning. I will try to explain my thinking this morning to Renae, but as anyone can relate, some people agree on one thing but in the heat of battle, or in a very high and intense stressful moment, they go back to habit. If you get another post from me then it is likely that momma cow agreed with me if only a little bit. If you do not hear from me then she probably threw the computer and put an end to my blog. Kris