April 14....

It is Saturday morning and again the house is quiet and I am doing all paperwork, blogs, and research for our mission here with the Blog. We were turned down again for a personal loan to get the dog. I am working on issues, however I can't get them done fast enough. It is crazy that six years after losing a job we are still suffering the consequences. It makes me so mad that our country bailed out all these banks, yet I am trying to get a small loan, and use my payed off car as collateral and they do not want to do it. Why did we save them? So today I am filling out an application to the Assistance Dog United Campaign. Hopefully in a couple months we will be approved for a grant to help purchase this dog. It is a lot of paperwork, an application, an essay, tax returns, and monthly pay stubs but hopefully it will work. I am still meeting people daily online who are pointing me in the right direction to get help. I just wish it would happen faster. Yesterday we spent the morning trying to get Faith out of bed, yet by 10am she was feeling good. She is having problems with her "senses", meaning her touch is so sensitive it is painful to have her hands a feet or skin touch anything. I don't nor will I ever understand, but it sucks seeing her go through this stuff. Then we went to lunch and everyone sees her and thinks that there is nothing wrong with this child. Such is the life of battling Mood Disorders. Kris