Monday evening.....

Well we made it through the day without having to go to the ER. It is amazing how much Faith has changed yet how little she has improved. She use to yell "I don't feel good" now it is "they are STRESSING ME OUT" which is then immediately followed by a manic rage. As she is growing older she is able to communicate a little better. However good that is it is yet to help us determine what exactly is going on in her mind and body. It is the absolute worse feeling in the world as a father to see your daughter suffering, totally dependent on her mother since I am not home as much, and wearing my wife out to total exhaustion. I don't know how mothers do it. They endure so much and will NEVER quit when it comes to their kids. Sometimes I wish I could just put Renae on a plane to a wonderful beach resort for relaxation and pampering and I will stay home with the kids, but I don't think she would truly enjoy it because she would know that Faith is not well. Nor could Faith make it without her. Now Faith is upstairs yelling in a rage, if someone who has not heard her before were to walk in, they would not think it could possibly be Faith. She is yelling at Renae that she just wants to go to sleep but she is just too stressed out from feeling bad....this sucks. Kris