Sunday, February 12, 2012

Why???

What a terrible evening we are having. I just don't get it. Faith felt good all weekend, then all of the sudden this afternoon she starts feeling bad. She went upstairs to our room around 4pm and laid in bed and watched movies. It is now 7:42pm and she has been upstairs for over an hour banging the walls, pounding the floor, and yelling at the top of her lungs "I don't feel good". Her hands are super sensitive, her whole body is to any touch at all. She wants her mom to be with her and to help her, however there is nothing Renae can do. "Please help me mom!!!" followed by, "What can I do for you Faith?" followed by "Nothing!!! I just don't feel good". We cannot touch her to console her, even sounds drive her crazy...all she can do is scream and flop around until she goes to sleep from complete exhaustion. It is the most terrible thing and I just wish I could take whatever pain she is having away from her so she can just have a normal day for once in her life!!! I love you Faith. I just can't even imagine what you are going through. I am sorry you have to go through it. You are the toughest little lady I have ever met in my life!!! Love, Daddy

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